No Basketball,No Life(:

i doubt you will see this post therefore this is the best place to say this...you said that we two are good friends but for me i never treated you as my good friend from the beginning because that is not the way of how i wanted the things to go.
I regretted for keeping this feeling inside till now. i should have told you earlier but just cant find the courage to say it because i rather seeing your smile everyday then u avoiding me. that is what i am scared of.
if that is really a chance, all i will just do is hug you tightly and say......although it hurts when i know u go out with....alone because i always thought that you really belong to me.but then i noe that as a good friend i cant ask much i cant be selfish i cant be be jealous as u still have ur freedom, thats why is diff being a good friend and a bf because there are a limit to things that i can do as a good friend but what i want to do is just love you more and not having to restrict my actions my words towards you.
i really cant forget the smile is that smile that make u special:]
turtleboi#12
ursday, September 23, 2010

3:21 AM

perfect song jus wad i want to tell you
turtleboi#12

5:20 AM

nice song

wish u dun let me go

turtleboi#12

7:46 AM

only song to express how i am feeling now.

turtleboi#12

6:17 AM

super long never post le...hai~
sian nth to do at home, no games , no bball , no YOU....
feeling down this few days also dunnoe why
i dun seem to be who i was in the past,
no more smiles, no more self encouragment.
so ppl seem to get down sometimes and no one is strong forever....

jus watched 2012 it was quite cool la but i think the ending very lame or go africa
i wonder how the ang mo survive with the hot weather there
and why they want to keep this animals from africa into the ship
and bring back to africa....waste time...
back i also felt that wad if the world really
end in 2012 i am like still 18
so many things i have not done and most of all i dun want
to lose you so early hai~
sian sian sian...

sometimes is better to se u at a distance then being beside you
because i am not worthy
turtleboi#12(elton)

1:47 AM

haha...damn long never post le
but ya still the same nth much to say la....schools are still tiring
days are still dragging
life is still exciting hsha.
this few months bussy with exams la class chalet la see girls la
haha all kind of stuff everyday is packed....
damn sian....go play piano le...

tlon lee(turtleboi)#12
so why does your pride made u run and hide

5:32 AM

blogger is down i also dunnoe why!!!
jus cannot post all this day!
and nao i finally can post le wahahaha!!!

yesterday my ankle was swollen actually i also dunnoe why but i somehow sprain it..
but yeah today still go to school because got lit
walao the test so diff i dunnoe how to do sia
but school this days are relaxing because not much homework..
haha.

and i haven been watching jay chou concert dvd this few days which i think i am really addicted to it la
i also dunnoe but yeah haha. cannot get the song out of my mind...
basically still practicing on my exam pieces but also putting hardwork on the secret piano battle three
becuase very diff to play haha...
i go slack bb.

i jus dun seem to understand you
turtleboi(elton)
Tuesday, July 28, 2009

4:03 AM